Chicken or Pork?

What’s your religion?

Technically I am Muslim, but I don’t know, I might be an atheist or agnostic? As I sometimes believe in a higher power.

Or Do I? Or that’s what I wanna believe? Am I good? Am I on the right path?

With every puff of the vape, I feel closer to bursting out of my brain, my inner soul. He is okay, I guess. Or is it a she? probably they? I don’t know.

I don't know why I am sad right now. I don't know why there's enough dopamine in me. The recurring thoughts I am having, is it too blind for me to see? Am I blind? Spiritually?